Why A Blog?

Those who have known me for quite a long time might know that I have had several different blogs. Here’s a little bit of the story.

Read More »
Advertisements

Pain

Sometimes when I feel pain I will cry myself to sleep, or cursing at someone or something that causes it. Sometimes I listen to a sad song, hoping it would help me to scream my heart out somehow. Sometimes, I pray in the middle of the night asking for a strength to face it. Sometimes I want to end it by ending my life.

But right now… I’m at the point where I just feel nothing. Nothing. I guess the pain is too unbearable that I become so numb from it. My tears have dried, my heart has been tired dealing with the emotional roller coaster. So… Nothing. I feel nothing.