Those who have known me for quite a long time might know that I have had several different blogs. Here’s a little bit of the story.Read More »
Pada akhirnya, memang betul, bergantung pada manusia hanya berbuah kecewa. Tuhanmu selalu di sana. Dan kamu abai sebegitu lama.
Sometimes when I feel pain I will cry myself to sleep, or cursing at someone or something that causes it. Sometimes I listen to a sad song, hoping it would help me to scream my heart out somehow. Sometimes, I pray in the middle of the night asking for a strength to face it. Sometimes I want to end it by ending my life.
But right now… I’m at the point where I just feel nothing. Nothing. I guess the pain is too unbearable that I become so numb from it. My tears have dried, my heart has been tired dealing with the emotional roller coaster. So… Nothing. I feel nothing.
Aku lupa. Bahwa “selamanya” adalah fana. Akan ada Masa dimana setumpuk harapan harus tanggal sebab salah satu dari kita tak sanggup lagi untuk tinggal.